It all makes sense…..
It alll makes alot of sense now….
The trippy thing is, the word Abaddon wasn’t even on my mind AT ALL – never even heard of the word till I had those visions….
Abaddon is an angel of death, the “angel” who will open up the bottomless pit, the abyss in the end times…..
The interesting thing is a female portrayed Abaddon in the show, Supernatural:
They were telling you something…..
That being said, cause of the constant and excruciating rejection I faced at the hands of people, I have always hated people. I have always wanted to secure a way to have power over people so I can hurt them as they have always hurt me.
When I was in middle school I got caught on the desire to follow in the life path of someone like Malcolm X, which caused me to veer towards that nigger high school. Then, while there, in light of all the unjustified antipathy I faced for merely being me, I wanted real, true power. I wanted to follow in the footsteps of Adolf Hitler and wield great power of life and death over people…..
He look sexy ass fuck here…..
I remember I drew a consummate drawing of him when I was young that looked EXACTLY LIKE THIS:
It seems tho that I am already walking down the same path as him considering that I first entered a shelter in December – same time he entered one: Also, the homeless shelter I entered was a former freemason temple – connect the dots!
That being said, to make up for what I’ve been through at the hands of others – I wanted to go down in history for being “great” and wiping out millions of people and conquering nations. That was my childhood dream.
I would take Mardi Gras beads, chop em up and create different ethnicities, nationalities and have them fight with each other. My favourite films while in middle school was Platoon, Full Metal Jacket, war films.
I greatly admired Hitler as droves of people hailed him, worshipped him! I wanted to be like him – be the beast that everybody has been waiting for, have people look to me in anticipation to bring the end:
Like him, I am an artist and, just like him, am homeless:
That being said, as I write this I feel something is trying to scramble my mind, fuck with it so I can’t say what I am about to say. I even started to unwillingly “tremble” for no reason just like what happens when I anticipate alcohol due to the urges that is being caused by an attaching, possessing spirit!
With that being said, let me break down what is going on cause I don’t like the trajectory in which I am being lead down myself…..
Alright, when I was 16, I made a deal. I wanted to be the Antichrist. It would fulfill my desire for power and greatness cause, like Hitler, I wanted to go down in the history books for being notorious and I felt veered towards that cause of all the projecting, slimy ass, “punching bag” energies folks were projecting on me…. but let me explain what’s going on with that.
The first time I made the deal I went to sleep and had a STRAIGHT astral vision of being in my den, in the dark, and something behind me I was scared to death to look back on – those were the vibes it gave me – that was following me…..
This shit goes deep. Fast forward to 2014 – I was in the deep throes of my spiritual awakening, enjoying my spiritual gifts and then I got a wake up call from the reptilians one of which you can hear, here, hissing….
– You gotta listen reeeeal close to hear it….
They came right around when I started my spiritual journey and started talking about them.
As I have said before the reptilians are the archons who are direct emissaries, ambassadors, representatives to the demiurge who is “god” which I have broken down in many blogposts but for your convenience here is one of em:
– Funny cause I saw something on Pazuzu last night….
That being said, knowing what I know, it is like – looking back in retrospect – those basturds were coming back to get me to renew my vows to this shit even tho I had tried to break free from it before…..
That being said, when they forced me back into satanism by fucking with me like they doing my money which is why I say here this Mexican here said no lies…..
– Those mofos are psychic. They be knowing shit!
With that being said, the used material pressure to force me back under em. When I saw Satan, he presented himself as a red dragon, just as seen in the Book of Revelations:
Now, look, when you read about Abaddon – like I say this shit all starting to make sense…. it states that Abaddon is an angel who controls a bottomless pit:
Alright – this is gonna trip you out – once when my third eye is open along with my crown chakra – I saw coming from WITHIN me (maybe this was an attachment) a green dragon coming from a fucking bottomless pit within me! From fucking within me! No fucking joke. Ever since I redid that deal VIA FORCE my life has been HELL ever since, ever fucking sense and I am trying desperately to break free and I have been succeeding.
You know why I am being put through hell? In some cult-ures they have a tendency to try to invite entity attachments as part of a ritual into them by causing the person great physical and mental pain so that, like with alcohol (which these evil spirits induce in me overwhelming urges for), their Soul leaves their body and a counterfeit spirit takes their place.
That’s why all this bad shit, stabbings, etc…. been happening to me. It is to induce Soul loss so an evil entity can come in and take me over.
In the Book of Revelations it is mentioned of the Beast, the Antichrist surviving a wound to the head and having it inexplicably heal.
Now…. I don’t know if this correlates to it or what but back in 2014 when I had a significant astral projection experience, my third eye bled:
Now let me tell you about that astral projection and it’s significance to this article: back in 2014 I was visited by what appeared to be an uncle from a past life, a Vietnamese man (I was Vietnamese) – with yellow reptilian eyes just like I be having….
….who let me fly with him in the astral through China, etc. We then stopped in these mansions – one of which had the black and white checkered floors you see people talking about in reference to the illuminati – and we slowed down. In one, it appeared like I was in New England and I saw a picture of a skeleton shaking hands with a brown haired white woman. I got the sense that these people made deals with this skeleton to get money, wealth and power. I saw that the Vietnamese companion-uncle had reptilian eyes and I told em, “No” and reneaged on the deal….
My life’s been hell ever since.
They call em crossroads demons…..
That said, when I was forced into satanism, again, back in 2014 I saw a skeleton. I also have Baron Samedi, another skeletal voodoo death loa figure around, causing those alcohol urges and inducing attacks against me as all part of a psychic attack scheme to make me weak and keep up that end of the bargain with that Antichrist contract, really agreement cause I never signed shit.
That said, this skeletal figure – it is a shapeshifter that has turned into demons, giant insects all in an attempt to scare me and to keep me from honing my spiritual abilities – tries to keep me from astral projecting and spiritually advancing such as in one instance pushing me back into my body when I tried to leave it in an attempt to control and demonically oppress me. It was also the entity the shaman encountered when she saw him holding on to my spiritual protection in the form of a medallion while drinking. I remember his ass once told me in an astral vision that I will never be free of him. She destroyed him for me.
I sincerely believe that he is the nasaly voiced entity I am able to hear via white noise when cars pass by. I have been making inroads into defeating him. I recently removed the Antichrist spirit that was in me, that has been fucking with the right side of the spiritual body for I am guessing a very long time which I am about to tell you. It is a possessing spirit and I touch on how it works, here, based on an astral vision:
That shit was gonna be used to make followers out of people once I become fully possessed, which is how my ‘wokes worked on folks. I break down how that form of possession creates fans for sellebrities here:
It also was the cause behind why I was for so long absorbing people energies, entities their shit when I ‘woke em and visa versa…..
People would become obsessed with me after I ‘woke em. I even had an astral vision where I “raped” the dude who stabbed me in the astral which translates to me dominating his soul and in another astral vision he took a stabbing for me from an LAPD officer who was trying to kill me, like he has become a shield to protect me from harm, much like folks would become possessed and kill themselves for Damien Thorne, the Antichrist in The Omen:
That being said what I am gonna say next will trip you out…. now, as I mentioned before when I mentioned the astral projection with the Vietnamese past life uncle and about my being Vietnamese in a past life. Now, when I kicked out the Antichrist spirit from me I saw a fat Asian woman clad in black via my third eye. Here is the kicker: awhile back I had an EXTREMELY very vivid astral vision in which I saw an Asian lady with her head down signing same papers in the White House after a series of great natural disasters including one that hit Santa Monica:
That lady will be me.
I talked about it in that blog article above…..
That being said, THE WORST sign of this being true is when I found out from a VERY talented psychic/spiritualists that these demons here are holding my baby brother hostage cause they want me:
It hurt to hear the shaman break down what was happening to him cause they want me:
That shit right there, was the turning point that made me start to delve within and use my spiritual abilities to break free of this cause I will not let mofos who have manipulated me, people my entire to life to push in this direction by causing folks to hate on em, attack me for no reason, to go down a path that will lead to the destruction of the world on a mass scale, many folks in pain – the same pain that have caused folks to wrought upon me via spiritual manipulation and, on top of that, try to twist my arms by fucking with my innocent baby brother to hold me to a contract that they forced upon me in the first place via entity manipulation by inducing folks to attack so as to set the stage for this…..
I mean, the shit is sooo fucking bad they are already fucking with my throat chakra by connecting to it and “pulling it back” when I try to say truths which I can cause I still control myself due to having a full on Soul (I am not an organic portal) and thus the ability and the spiritual wherewithall via connecting the dots to make this shit make sense and fight it. In the Book of Revelations they low key talk of entity manipulation of the Antichrist’s throat chakra here and straight possession, which as you all see I got the capability of doing. Even numerous tarot readers have told me that:
Boy that line right there: “Who is like the beast? Who can wage war against it?” – was my line back in the day, main reason I was hellbent – pun intended – to become that.
That said, to you wetbacks…..
Let me tell you all something: like with Hitler, people need an object to hate:
– Me and my dad have an old saying: “Hitler had the right idea but he did it to the wrong people.” ????
When the time comes, if I decide to go down that path, ya’ll are fucked considering how much you all have hurt me and my people…..
That’s why I STAY warning you all about yourselves with post like these….
– Many people HATE you motherfuckers, including I cause of the shit you all do! Via your collective hivemind reptilian conciousness you all do some demonic shit and that is creating karma that is gonna come back to bite you all on the ass in the form of, I am sensing, me if I decide to go down this road amd given that I will have great spiritual abilities at that point, I’ll see to it that you mofos end up collectively in Sheol aka the underworld aka hell when all is said and done…..
That’s why I’m writing those articles to tell you all about yourselves and help you out…..
Another thing – in the Book of Revelations it says that the Antichrist will not care for women. The dude who wrote it kept referring to the Antichrist as a “he”:
Look at those shoulders and my face: I look a lil manly, huh, which I take as a source of pride.
That said, it ain’t a far stretch that some dude looking at shit some 6k years ago would mistake me for being a man. Hell – pun intended – people now think I am a dude. That said, I am also straight meaning that is what was meant by this bible phrase…. “Neither shall he regard the God of his fathers, nor the desire of women, nor regard any god: for he shall magnify himself above all. (King James verse 36.).”
The more I write this shit, the more shit is coming out, the more it just makes…. sense. See, and this is what I warn people when I tell (while they are under the influence of the very same entities trying to get me to go down this path) to not mistake me as a punching bag and someone to use who will just freely “forgive” you which idiots have had to gumption to believe which lead to this….
I just heard a wetback (I’m warning ya’ll) say: “I got the right to look at those titties.” Imma get you with the hell ‘woke! I don’t even need to see you to do that!
You gotta understand that you are being set up! See, the Antichrist is supposed to be known as the Great Deceiver who is gonna mimic christ when the end times comes. That means mimicking forgiveness to assholes who are demonically, reptilian wise really influenced to go fuck with her! That being said, you are fooling yourselves. I am bound. I am bound in that I have the ability to be able to send people to hell, like I did all those people up there who made the mistake of letting demonic entities influence them to fuck with me and get away with it but ended up becoming possessed and apart of my spiritual web of control in conjunction with having they themselves and family members sacrificed to evil shit cause that is all part of the illusion of the Antichrist in conjunction with being able to pull magick tricks of healing – which I already can do. However, to keep me bound to that antichrist destiny trajectory these entities are attaching themselves to me and are even using my own energy against me by getting into – in some cases – my energy body to keep me from being able to use my powers to both spiritually and materially enrich me so I can’t make money on my own terms. It used to be that when my money dwindled, some dude from my sex workers would come along to financially “rescue me” but it would be in exchange for sex which would spiritually reboot the fucked up cycle of these things feeding off of my sacral chakra/sexual energy along with my misery from feeling stuck, getting these guys’ sex demons in me and undoing any spiritual progress I made along with causing me to wanna drink just to be around em – honest in conjunction with the part of causing me to absorb folks curses and shit so that I won’t go after the REAL incarnated demons they sent to fuck with me whom they protect from me being able to do something about by doing something to fuck with my right eye and my crown chakra and tightening it etc which again keeps me in a state of misery and, like a pimp and heaux relationship, trying to make me interdependant upon them to emotionally hold me. When the possession recently started getting more real I felt a “confidence” that was otherworldly, where I had a disdain for folks and something was being done to my heart chakra to keep me from connecting with people and people would ask, just from feeling that energy alone ….”Is everything okay?” …..but it is getting better and I am defeating it…..
See, the other night I had an astral vision where I was dressed in a red dress with red high heels = sex symbolism and I was in a bar and was kinda in high school and I was real young, like 16 when I called myself selling my Soul. I recall feeling carefree but my classmates laughed at me. I somehow lost one of my red shoes…. this happened not too long after I did something to destroy their ability to create synchronicities where when I would be at a lack for money, suddenly a sex client pops up. It reminds me of the Book of Revelations the scarlet whore, the Whore of Babylon who supposed to help the Beast or something:
LOL I’m already fulfilling the prophecy lol…..
Shit and I’m at a beach, too and it says in the Book of Revelations about a beast standing before the shore:
Well, there you go!
What’s crazy is….. dudes I have come across like this Mexican dude and some other dudes around here in Malibu have said they saw me in red, opening myself up to them and luring them here…..
Imma say this right now: that is a DEMON taking on my form and fucking with people. This happened back in Miracle Mile where, right when I was leaving my old apartment and during the satanic period folks told me that “I” was attacking people when they’d watch my videos….
That’s another thing…. these things have me bound to some type of sexual shit… I saw it in the astral in which I saw a dragon coming from my sacral chakra that looked alot like those Chinese dragons you see floating during their holidays…. I then saw men leering, sexually attacking me with the message being conveyed that that energy is not coming from me but these entities inserting shit in me to draw these fucking pervs to me…..
Organic fucking portals will derisively say, “Well, it’s cause you got your titties out.” Nah mofo this been going on since forever….. even at age 5 I had a mofo leer at me in a sexual way, a grown dude about age 30. That’s why I think this contract goes deeper than the Antichrist shit-contract I made at age 16. This is deeper…. it goes deeper….
Anyways, I am dead broke now and I aim’t gotten and I have not received any calls from “clients” meaning that shit is done!
Just right now I did something to free the right eye area again aka the evil eye which they seem to attack alone with right around the rightside and middle of my crown chakra – which they stay attacking via attaching themselves to – which created a schism between two parts of my Soul, which they split so they could infiltrate my Soul body! They use it to block my creative side and hold the other side hostage until I give in to whatever drinking urges or whatever other shit they wanna force me into feeding them, in many instances making it to where I can’t even think until I have given in to the urge. I talked about it right here:
They also do something to my heart chakra to keep my heart hardened and to keep me from being able to heal myself and others….
See, that teacher telling me to “Drop the English accent” – who was also a satanist and I am sure given the ticks on her I saw her do in the way of facial expressions – shoulda never affected me the way it did. I did a major healing yesterday in which I removed Antichrist spirit that was in me that took the form of that past life version of myself – I saw a fat Asian woman just like what I saw in that Antichrist vision (I always felt fat, husky but like it) who was wearing black which I saw through my third eye and used said third eye to remove as well!
I wasn’t as hateful, folks weren’t attacking me and I had a clearer vision of the world. I felt like my destiny was open and I can do whatever with great spiritual abilities that will be used to heal (just now as I wrote that I felt a knocking on my crown chakra).
It was fucking with my throat chakra – really my whole fucking Soul but ESP. the upper chakras which is why I and other folks have felt immense tightening up there. That said, when I removed that spirit, I felt like myself again – the way I was 25 something years ago before that deal. That deal invited mofos, them entities to come in and fuck with me, beat me down so I’ll join with which is dumb fucking (lack of) logic. Now that I think about it a bunch of tarot readers have said that there was something, a male spirit, that was beating me down to control me. It all fucking make sense.
I didn’t mind sexual harassment and even thought it cute just as I did in high school. The crown chakra and throat chakra tightening went away, I felt lighter, freer, happy. Despite my having my tits out no one looked my way cause that evil spirit – which just rolled up on me again – was gone! People were even thumbsing me up ?? cause I got rid of it. Folks sense things. I saw a brighter – married (to a white man, no wetback) with a lil half bred, blonde strawberry haired kid living happily ever after with a more optimistic future.
That said, ya’ll are headed for a fucked up timeline:
The stage is being set for martial law and Agenda 21 and a dystopian future as California has the energy – always has – to lead the nation and the stage is being set for me to come to power.
Imma tell you what’s gonna happen. Via Project Bluebeam or whatever the fuck they use to commence natural disasters they are gonna fuck up the nation using that shit and divide shit up and create a chaotic situation for the Antichrist, the Beast (whatever you wanna call me) to rise to power. That Corona Virus shit – now they using California to test and see how we react to the loss of civil rights with a whole fucking curfew:
Over a fake fucking virus…..
Listen to this as a doctor breaks down how the CDC tells them to LIE to bolster fake ass corona virus death numbers…..
I told ya’ll this shit and the Boy George Pretty (ugly motherfucker) riots were all a scam to push this….
That’s why billonaires are selling their shares and shit….
They selling they shit cause, soon, it won’t matter. Time will be up. Then I’ll rise to power.
They got me biding my time but I won’t let that shit happen….
OH SHIT I also remember reading this Bible encyclopedia about the antichrist trajectory but not being able to find it again. I also recall an Arnold Schwarzenegger film about the Antichrist being a reporter – which I did some stringer work for the Times Picayune, City Business newspaper in the past – but I can’t find that. That shit is straight up the mandela effect AND NOW TO THINK I recall back in 1999 my own old BerenstEin books having BerenstAin on the cover. I wonder if my “deal” threw off the timeline somehow?
That said, Imma put a stop to this shit. This is why shit didn’t want me healing and sent two warnings (and a whole lotta fuckery after) to keep me from healing….
I am part of the club:
Basically, when you watch those videos, I explain an astral vision where two reptilian groups explain that they install world leaders into place and how I am related to em and, by default, the Rothschilds (I have Jewish ancestry). They also had aztec, mayan type names too.
– I’ve been to their place in the astral numerous times and have seen the shit they do to people who follow them and sell their souls to our ancestors….
So I’m part of the club. Also, Hitler had Jewish ancestry and was related to the Rothschilds, just like me:
They ain’t gonna admit it but it’s true.
Check this out…..
Now they are starting to get both eyes…..
Remember I spoke on the vril and a right eyed entity attachment….
Many sellebrities get that….
That said, I know that tho I have no bruises on my right eye I DO get that reptilian eye on the right side and as I explained in that article it is a form of possession…
Here another sign, the triangle:
That lil hand on there belongs to this reptilian entity – I think it’s name is Rebugga Low – who possessed me in Masschusetts (to remove a pic I took of him) back in 2005:
That triangle is a reptilian symbol. It is also a freemason symbol:
I have been seeing triangle symbolism for quite some time now…..
I was right that this shit had something to do with freemasonry…..
I have also been told by a freemason that he saw the eye of Ra around me…. the All Seeing Eye…..
Don’t tell me you don’t see that big ass fucking eye…. in the sky…..
Just recently I got shown a weird triangular formation via my scabs, lol!
When I came to the realisation of how I am, they “formed” a perfect straight line as if to indicate I am marching forward towards destiny, my supposed destiny!
That being said, you see this shit!
Ever since I was a little girl, my parents at times would have an eerie blackness spread over our house when all the lights were turned off at night. That said, they would say that meant aliens are around…
My older brother Kerry was kidnapped by aliens at the age of 2. He described them in baby vernacular as looking like Miss Piggy with no hair, perfect description of an alien grey:
That said, the reptilians as one friend told me have always been around me since I was a little girl. They are kinda in charge of the other archons like the alien greys and they all report back to the demiurge aka “god”. When they are around you, they usually intend to do something big with you or to you cause you are a threat:
I’ve been told that when government officials out here plot to fuck with me bad shit happens to em like the loss of a relative, just like Damien Thorne was protected…..
That said, here are more signs…..
Remember the pic I post of Nefertiti:
That’s an Egyptian Queen named Queen Hanuttawy, who is just as obscure as the Antichrist is supposed to be before rising to power. Don’t I look like her…..
It is said that the Antichrist will come from ancient Egyptian royalty based on something I read awhile back…. so I am posting this here for you all to make the correlations….
That said, right after I did that I might be the Antichrist vid, looka these subliminals that popped up:
Also, this is funny…. it says here that Abaddon is some type of alien which you can read here (there were SO MANY correlations to it it ain’t even funny):
Looka this shit that popped up while reading that article one night:
That said…. I’m the fucking antichrist. Ain’t no way of getting around this shit. The powers that call themselves lording over me – got me living in a fucking car, fucking with my material life to keep me stuck and bound to the shit they want me to do. But Imma stop it!
That being said, another thing: people described being spellbound by Hitler and how it feel when Nazi Germany fell and he died. Hitler made deals with aliens – the nordics, greys, reptilians:
That said, when the time comes – just like Hitler was stuck being homeless for some time – when it’s my time, the same shit will be done to you all to get you all to war-ship me by the same shit around me and, to you wetbacks, these things got you fucking with me cause you all will be the scapegoat when shit goes down.
Hitler, like I, was also seen as a fool and crazy, looking like Charlie Chaplin, but he became a threat, right:
Thought so. Don’t underestimate me:
I don’t want that future.
I want a nice little future where I have a daughter with a gay man (no boys) and have a nice peaceful near utopian life where I can use my powers. I don’t want this….
Another thing…. Abaddon is supposed to have something to do with a bottomless pit and sending mugs to the underworld aka hell, the realm of the hell.
It’s alot of deep shit to get into but the antichrist is supposed to be Abaddon = Jesus. It’s said SHE an angel and then a demon – now that I think of it I recent had a vision a while back of me being a demonic angel for “god” who is supposed to clean up shit…..
Abaddon is said to be associated with bees and I STAY seeing alot of bee symbolism like today:
That said Imma break this shit so I and humanity can have a better timeline then where we headed cause if this trajectory continues we all are headed to hell and I’ll be leading the way…..
I will say, if Biden wins with his demon black eyes…. two years into his term a major war is gonna start that is gonna kick off WW III