The Energy of Envy and How It Has Always Sabotaged Me And Why I Think It Exists

This a pretty picture and, like all of em, symbolize what is going on within…. Going within, doing deep Soul inner cleansing and healing, has allowed me to go into some deep dark inner places that I usually don’t go into, that in the past I would not be equipped to do:   Though I got to the heart – to some degree – of what was the chaotic basis for what I have suffered a lifetime of hurt and rejection at the hands of others…. I can’t get to the craw of what is EXACTLY the cause of this

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This Is Why I Avoid Self Destructive Faggots

Imma jump on the energy of envy that I have been getting from people all my life, that has pretty much defined my relations with people and why I can not make friends…. My shit works. This miserable mofo wants me to stay on fucking youtube so I can get flagged all the time, be miserable, and feed off that loosh (I saw what the fuck around you, FAGGOT ?)! I’ve seen some pretty interesting things about this faggot in the astral…. This is why I stay to myself! In the 3D, he has a tendency to ADDICTIVELY watch bestgore.com

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