Lordt!
PTSD a mofo! I got it too!
The way this started – they parked in front – I heard the dude call me Whoopi (if you ain’t known I am kinda like a local celeb so people will pull shit like this to fuck with me hence why I am hyperdefensive).
I see some trash they threw on the ground and in my still semi drunk but sobering up state throw the can into the car then this ensues….
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He then apologizes and we hug and talk about the shit he been thru, we both been thru!
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I think later his gf calls the sheriffs despite my having evidence he tried to knock out my window while threatening me with a knife (I had my butcher knife on standby).
That being said, I strongly feel – cause yes those urges are coming back – there was an evil entity behind it. It’s been behind ALOT of fucked up things that’s been going on since I started becoming spiritual.
See, back when I FIRST started my spiritual awakening the reptilians fucked. with. my money. Long story short they forced me into satanism (where I war-shipped a red dragon – just LIKE in The Book of Revelations – named Melfore) to get my money up and in the process I lost sight for awhile of my spiritual progression.
I however unfortunately “gained” or shall I say acquired an entity in the process via doing rituals where I would jump INTO the triangle while summoning demons, giving them permission to enter. On top of it in an early and bad attempt at soul retrieval to recover a missing soul piece I gained an evil entity that was acting as me and – as seen via my third eye early this morning – was wound in a tornado which in the astral act as a portal to hell. ?
See that motherfucker in the astral aka dreamscape and that means a disaster in the 3D physical realm is headed towards your ass…..
Funny I say that cause a day ago as mentioned here:
I saw a tornado that I guess was meant to kill me headed my way and a knights templar rescuing me…..
They fight demons in the astral based on my experience!
That said I truly feel I was meant to die in this incident as set up by evil forces but thankfully it got averted! I also exorcised the entity in me that was causing those urges, and thus manipulating for me to have severe, possibly life threatening incidents come my way.
Anyways, I had to take a spiritual bath and admire the ocean for a min.
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Them lil baby seals were following me, a sign all will be okay ?