– You can btw see the spirits to the left (our right) coming from the spirit realm as exemplified by the ghostly light while I in the 3D fight them.
I think it was designed to do so!
Based on what I am knowing, finding out NOW I truly believe that the satanic phase I went thru – at least for me – was designed to, well fuck I said it here:
designed to help me in part confront internalized demons (and reptilians) who took they spots within me to feed off the long held trauma I retained within.
I break down more here:
That being said I wanted to say that I think the alcohol urges were meant to remind me of how my energy body was constituted so I can use it as a guideline via which to heal….
Also, like in my old apartment – even before the satanic phase I see triangles alot, like reminders of triangles like what you can see here after I destroyed the drawing (I do it to avert any heavy and/ or negative spiritual energy from sticking around and affecting me):
This one is showing real heavy:
THIS just formed and look at the formation these made:
….One such case was while blowing sage smoke in my old apartment a giant, HUGE triangle took form!
It seems also that as I heal – just like when I would hear negative voice while on the precipice of astral projection – I’ve been hearing negative spirit voices that sound like real world issues I currently have (ex. someone saying negative shit about the foot run over incident – I heard a young lady say, “Vroom” and another cackle) and I believe it is happening cause, like with astral projection which allows you to come into your true spiritual power and reminds you of your divinity as a spirit, shit doesn’t want me to heal cause of how power-full I will become thereafter.