I made an ephiphany while watching 13signsastrology on Youtube last night:
….That said, an old memory came back in which a teacher, a crakkka nun, embarassed me – and joined in on the taunting I faced from students and teachers alike – by criticising me for using “big words.”
That being said – I now realised – that had an energetic effect which led to energy blocks being inured for years because I didn’t really wanna delve into the truth of why that shit deeply bothered me on a Soul level.
It was a lot of making sense of and acknowledging outdated and unrealistic value systems I grew up with and the lack of recognition of who I truly am.
This is why I had a wild side and this is why alot of people have shadow selves that they have a hard time coming to terms with…..
It is also responsible for why I had an alkie-hole addiction that was getting almost to the point of being uncontrollable.
See, when I let her “feelings” come into me and perused thru deep Soul searching why her words bothered me, when I came to my ephiphany, this HUGE energetic block on my upper forehead mysteriously went away.
Here I was thinking it had to do with “reptilians”, “entity attachments” – and to an extent it was true (they crawl up in gouges and holes in your aura and settle in there) but I now know it was a lack of true inner Soul searching, and not being “real” with myself that led to my having these energetic attachments…..
Listen to the video as I explain more…..
BTW as in pertinence to my video here is how my mom had my hair back in the day…..