This a pretty picture and, like all of em, symbolize what is going on within…. Going within, doing deep Soul inner cleansing and healing, has allowed me to go into some deep dark inner places that I usually don’t go into, that in the past I would not be equipped to do:   Though I got to the heart – to some degree – of what was the chaotic basis for what I have suffered a lifetime of hurt and rejection at the hands of others…. I can’t get to the craw of what is EXACTLY the cause of this … Continue reading The Energy of Envy and How It Has Always Sabotaged Me And Why I Think It Exists